RAGE

"This shouldn't have happened, You weren't suppose to die like this, You shouldn't have died at all!"


The pain and anguish we feel buried deep in our hearts, the torment that will last for a lifetime. I couldn't even begin to depict how lost and lifeless I feel at the moment, as unnerving as it is, I wouldn't know for sure if it will ever go away. We didn't just lose someone, her life was ruthlessly taken away. There's never enough exposition in this world that would ever make me understand why something as horrible as this has to happen. They say everything happens for a reason, reason that we may never going to be able to understand now but only to hope that someday it will all make sense somehow. The truth is, nothing in this world makes sense anymore. For most of us, Faith is the only reason why we're still holding on, and not completely letting go. If we could just speak the truth from within, the exasperation of which is begging to burst out in the open, questions left unanswered, the frustration of having even just a hint on why on Earth did someone with the greater power to turn all of these around yet let this come to pass. I could sit and think for entire day and try to fool myself, coming up with answers but none of those would really matter wouldn't it? even someone with a genius freaking mind could not ever satisfy the misery that is plaguing our hurt and broken HEART.